Of All The Agony In the World

Just when I thought that I had a bond that could not have been broken by another soul, she came and took him from me. I year ago today, I lost one of the most important boys in my life. My own fault entirely, but he led me along like some love struck preteen. I have also realized that my personality has nothing to do with the attraction exerted from teenage boys today. One in particular I am not too sure about, I want to think that he likes me for the more pleasant aspects of my being, but I have a feeling his thoughts are more gravitated towards physiology. But I've heard that's what Im supposed to expect out of High school. In the end, I have learned that I don't need men or boys to make me happy. I like the skin I am in, but have accepted the fact that I will most likely stir with the traces of regret until i find true love.

Hoping you sleep better than I do,

Love,

Nicole